..........................................................hi blog.today is my 1st time blogging.feel weird.mayb too borin or maybe too much problem.bt one thing i noe.blogging is not like essay.As i noe i can write watever i write.Today onwards i'll put all my heart prob to u buddy.Actually at tis time i should be sleeping as i'm too tired.Hardly slept for 5 hrs.bt something has been bothering me since vry vry long....almost 2 n half months past,u r stil in my memory..everytime i listen to slow n soft songs i'll think of u sud,my heart goes weak,i became no energy,feel like so vulnerable tat i wanted to close the light n squad somewhere at a corner barriering myself frm the outer world.BUDDY.......can i ask u something???can i?...SOBX..Y SHE LEAVE ME?is it i'm bad looking?is it coz my attitude?is it coz my background?is it ALL MY FAULT????tell me pls.................................................................................................................................................................................................i hate myself...i cant do anything now!I"M helpless!watching her walk away from me,steps by steps,without turning her head the last time..i saw her figure getting smaller n smaller..she's GONE...i understand now the feeling of most my frens cry when they express their love prob 2 me.I tot it was silly, 'Eh tis gal dowan,tis world stil got so many gals' i told them.SORRYYY!!.....i'm WRONG...though the world have damn many plenty gals bt....DO U NOE????DO U NOE???DO u noe tat????.....SHE'S the oni one U lOVE................................................................................................................................cant imagine my eyes getting red now..............................'DEAR,i love u,did u miss me??'.........................'HUBBY,i miss u soooooooooo much,i love u!'...............................'Forever?'....................'Ya,and ever'..........................'Come to hubby,let me hug my babe'...........................'Hugsss'............................'Hugss'.........................GOOD BYE MY DEAR~I MISS U.....i dono y my tears drop tat easily when i m thinking of u...
XXX,......i dono evrything now...i'm confuse in myself oso....i dono...i juz noe...I NEED U ALOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT....i had no chance 2 contact wif u after the last arguement... :( ..bt....to be frank i never regret purposely make tat arguement terrible n make u cry.i noe tat would be better 4 us....At least u forgot me tis bad,rude GUY....heard tat u got new bf..............................................................................................................................................
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good...... :-) old one don go,new one don come ma..'eh the old bad one keep 4 wat le,alwys noe make u sad n put u in a difficult situation,aiya...'............haizz...TO ME NOW WAT OSO IS FAKE!!!I DONO HOW TO BE BAC MYSELF..........I WAN U LA DEAR!!!!I REALLY WAN!!!!!!DON GO PLS.........PLS.................I DONO HOW 2 TAM GALS......I DONO HOW 2 PROVE MY HEART.......I DONO HOW 2 TALK......BT I REALLY REALLY LOVE U USING ALL THE THINGS I HAVE,EVEN UNTIL THE VRY VRY LAST MOMENT MY BREATHE STOP N MY EYE CLOSE,I WAN U BE BY MY SIDE..........................................................sobx....sobx...sobx.....
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