Just finish badminton...i felt tat i reli need exercise...i'm stress out.Not academic mostly,bt 'U'..my mind keep thinking of u...'wat u doin now?','who r u wif now','anything happen?'....thinking bout the ques 'anything happen' is silly..Of course u are happy after i gone...plus the new bf u had..The world never felt tat good..1 2 3 4 5......I cover my eyes n take a deep breathe..6 7 8 9 10..I blew it out..i did tat occasionally..everytime i breathe it out i hope i can forget u once n for all n put everything behind..........................I lie down on the bed at 3 pm today..cant slip...thinking of u...when i fall asleep i dreamt u n ur bf hate me a lot..I hardly remember wat both of u did,bt sadly u hurt me a lot..My heart bleeds.....when i wake up,looking at the clock it shows 5 pm..my head felt pain as thu i din slept....NIGHTMARE..Tis instant,i pray pray n pray...'god giv me some guidance,i'm suffering'...I knew i'm a bad guy.God wont help bad guy..Perhaps tis SERVE ME RITE after doin so many bad things...............................................................................................
Seating in front of the comp,i'm half naked,sweaty..I'm speechless of wat i m now while 5 months b4,i'm a the most happiest guy in the world!...Wanna take tis opportunity say 'THANK YOU vry much dear and SORRY vry much dear'........tmr exam lo..i wan study after bath.She say wan someone who can be strong in his will...
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