Dark & Quiet i m Used to it

Again,it is 230am.Midnite d.The darkness and quietness i adi use to it as time pass.Sadly,y cant i get use to the loneliness of being away from u.I try to be tough.Ppl say time wash everything away.Every nite i'm asking myself.Is it true?????Should be gua.Bt the fact seems opposite.Adi 3 months.............U stil appear in my memory from time to time....

hehe....Dono y.sometimes although missing u and cant get u bac to my life forever n ever,i wont forget u.I laugh to myself at times.Like now,i thinking when we r together at tis time if both of us haven slip,i'll be talking on the phone wif u in the living hall n u will be on the bed...I love to kacau u..Den when u like 'teh' me,i'll tam u bac..be4 we close phone,I vry naughty 1.Purposely don say the 3 magic words....haha...U will say ' wait 1st'....Den i'll say 'Yes......?'..U'll reply 'Er i wan listen"...haha...okok la...'NITE NITE DEAR I LOVE U.MUAKX'
Den oni u satisfied to slip.Haizz.....Sometimes hope time turn bac n stay at tat period forever how good.

Bout beginnning of NOvember,u changed d.Ur feeling towards me decrease...I sense it de..bt i dowan to giv up.I did all my best to repair it all..Maybe i'm too in a rush or too afraid of losing,makes me not natural 4 who i m coz i noe i'm going off to KL.Luckily my wish to have a candlelight dinner with u is fulfilled.besides tat,we go trip together oso...I'm vry happy...

Tell u wat buddy,I really love her a lot..REALLY.i vry sad from the 1st day she say goodbye to me.Crying stunned me,suffer overwhelmed me.I lost my confident.I cant do anything........sry sry sry...Lately i found tat i bit scare to look ppl eye to eye.My hands shiver itself at times all of sudden.I dowan other gals as i promise since the beginning of our relation.i noe i did break tis promise n i deserved wat i got now..I'm trying to prove now..I'll wait wait n wait...I dono bout everything in tis world wide world......BT I JUZ NOE N CONFIRM MY LOVE ATO U NEVER EVER FADE..dear i love u...bt i dono n cant express..ppl tot i'm a happy go lucky person.....How i hope i m.

Buddy,feeling life is useless after break is smthing vry stupid in many ppl's view.Guess i m one the useless guy.I learn how to ignore ppl's thinknig.haiz...Walking out the street knock by a car,die of food poisoning,other accidents happen....All tis is nothing to me since u r not by my side.Seriously...sobx....sobx........

Love u.Love is pain.Everything is my fault.i say it coz i noe n realise.too stick,too demanding,make u too stress,,,,,,I"M a useless bf..Useless ppl don die consider good d.break serve u less den wat u deserve.Eat shit NJW!!U sux..I vry beh siok u damn long d.U can be someone happy n love by a perfect gal bt see wat u had done to urself...I curse u die early.No future,sui forever!

bye bye.......bye bye.......... .... ...